when everything falls apart
and i sit among the remnants
contemplating
soaking

so many years have passed
yet you could not see me

looking inwards,
illuminating the darkest corner
to understand
is my existence wrong?

a moment of silence
for what could not be

i release and i transform
from the darkness i shall find comfort
because the darkness
finally belongs to me

and I will sit here, until I know it's name

-

amanda